I am now writing this at me desk.... Will be doing this in between my work la.... Well... I guess I haven't been updating this for quite a while... missed me? *wink* haha...

I've started me job permanently at IBBM... it stands for Institut Bank-Bank Malaysia... no relation whatsoever to IBM la... and yes, it ain't an engineering job... I'm a Communications Executive... which is basically the same rank as an officer or watever la... normal graduates enter in at this level... under the Customer Service Department... my line of communications has got nothing to do with what i studied either, the non-engineering communications la... *hmm... shoulder's starting to hurt... * I'm probably doing stuff that those ppl who studied mass comm would do lor.... learning new things... n also learning to meet with ppl n talking n communicating professionally... have to know more about the institute also... at this point of time, when i pick up enquiry calls, I jus say "hold, i'll pass u to someone who knows..."

but it's been interesting thus far working here.... like the place... damansara's a pretty good palce to work at... thank God for that... it's basically in the middle... it's not in the middle of KL, phewww *wipes sweat off* near enuff to church, to PJ, to my place... pretty cool....i like the ppl around here that I work with... they're pretty nice... nice enuff to ask u to go lunch with them n all... so u won't haf to be alone... like the office environment... the director likes the colour green... so yeah, carpet is green, cubicle is kinda green... hmm... even the cupboards are green *grin* haha I don't mind it at all... I like green too la umm... besides that... me boss is pretty cool too la... like her pretty much... but sometimes, I worry that I won't be able to live up to what I'm supposed to do, once in awhile la... but she's been pretty good thus far... guiding n teaching me lor... So, basically, I'm pretty much enjoying working... hopefully I will continue feeling this way a year or 2 down the road... we'll see la

hmm... I'm still keying in email addresses now... got a whole stack of them to do... cos yeah... the mass mailer thingy has been kinda down for the past weeks...

1405 hrs..

ok… jus got back from lunch about 20 mins ago... back to doin me email addresses lagi... shoulder still hurtin like crap sighhh... dunno wat to do about it...

ah well... besides these... how've i been? well... i've been umm... i guess, i don't really know... the way i've been feeling, it's been sometimes, really bad... n other times, freakin' good too... but i'm struggling, i guess... at times, it feels like, it doesn't really matter... but then again, when u sit down to think about it... u jus know la... and u don't wanna care... but u do... and so on n so forth... call me stupid... but i can't help it... n i don't really wanna care now... i'm probably in deep s***... hang... feeling hypocritical too... and seriously... i'm sorry....

oh... and btw... don't ask me anything... thanks... i'll get thru this... ~i'll get over it yet~

Currently Feeling : umm.. in pain... shoulder hurts... other than that... it's jus an overwhelming sense of every other emotion...

Currently Listening : I Think God Can Explain - Spender

There's a lot of things I understand
There's a lot of things that I don't wanna know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you to look me in the eyes

It's alright, I'm ok, I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same, I get carried away
It's alright, I'm ok, I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed, I'll get over it yet..